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Time To Say Fuck It, and Man Up.

Last night was a pretty awful night. I went out for the first time in about two weeks to try to game, a two weeks which has seen me get laid off from my job and my car getting towed and costing me over $200 to get it out of the impound, so let’s just say I’m not too happy with my financial situation right now – to put it bluntly, I’m broke as shit – and that’s been weighing on me. I’ve been wanting to get into game for awhile now, because it just hasn’t been as easy to meet girls since I graduated college, but I’ve been using being broke as an excuse this whole time, and now after getting laid off, it’s still somewhat of an excuse to me.

I tried to get past it and go out solo last night, but I wasn’t going to buy myself any drinks – naw, I’m too broke for that. So, I got out later than I would have liked (procrastination), when there were already lines to get in most places, most places were crowded with horrible ratios and I’m sober – the most sober person in the city (out at 12:30AM anyway), and let’s just say I didn’t do too well. I just didn’t even approach much. I made a couple of approaches and had a couple decent conversations, but honestly they were with like 6’s at best and the girls couldn’t even hold my interest very well – we shouldn’t just refer to alcohol as liquid courage, but also “liquid pay attention to lame bitches”, cuz when I’m sober and nobody else is, it’s hard to even care about anything this chick is saying. Yep, gaming is definitely harder without any sort of buzz going – for one, when I’m not buzzed I’m just too conscience of EVERYTHING – my posture, what I’m doing with my hands (I don’t worry about that when a drink is in my hands), people around me, what else is going on, etc. I’m just too overall attentive, instead of focused. When I have that buzz I’m focused. But, this is also what I need to work on, if you can’t game sober, than what’s the point of game? So, I need to work on that – in more ways than one. I need to work on my day game. That’s my focus today – I need to get out in the day and game. Man, I really need to step out of my comfort zone and just approach every chick I see that’s at least like a 7 or up. This whole being scared to approach shit has to stop – it’s not going to get me anywhere very fast. Like really, what do I have to lose if I approach 40 chicks and they all reject me? What do I lose from that? Absolutely nothing – nothing is lost. So, fuck it, I need to step it up. That’s my new focus – I’m literally trying to approach a shit ton of girls tomorrow – I’m day gaming all day and then at night I’m going out again – flying solo again and I’m going to try to rectify tonight, and I’m going to do it sober – no buzz. Fuck it. Gametime.

The Grind

Man, the grind has gotten tougher lately for real. This past week I went out Wed, Thur and Sat night - probably approached like 40 girls when you add them all up and I only walked away with one number and a neck full of Marti Gras beads (both from Saturday night).

Other than that, I'm still fucking the shit out of this chick, who between my beating it up sessions, texts me and tell me I got that good, good, I'm Michael Jackson bad (true story). Oh, and she's doming now, so that streak didn't end.

But yeah, I'm approaching a shit ton and not having great results, but at least I walked away with one number from the weekend, only the chick lives in another city like an hour away from me, although when she was giving me the number, she also said, "it wasn't a problem", so I guess her fine ass is talking about driving an hour for some dick, but we'll see what she's talking about when I give her that call.

I'm just chilling today though, still pissed off that my fucking car got towed last night and I had to take a big loss on the cash just to get it out. I hate taking unnecessary loses. Shit irks me to the core.

I'm trying to figure out if it's worth going out tomorrow and hitting up these Fat Tuesday festivities.

Date One, New Notch.

So, I met with one of the chicks whose number I got on Thursday and it went well. After the date, we went back to my place for a glass of wine and I banged her all over the bedroom. Fun times. Now, I'm just trying to decide if I want to continue to bang her or not. The main reason I do want to keep banging her is to get some head out of it. I love to get my dick sucked, and I'm having a pretty good streak, the last 8 chicks I've banged have all given me head - not all of them did the first night I banged them, but they all did, usually within the first three nights of banging. I don't see why that streak should end, so I'll probably keep fucking with her, at least for a little while.

Other than that, hopefully I can get a nap in when I get off work today and then hit the town up tonight and do some more approaching. I finished Roosh's book (I'll post a review later), and my middle game is solid and my end game has been nice for awhile now, but it's definitely my approaching that needs the most work and if I get that down - I'll be well on my way.

2010 Notch count: 2

2010 Goal: Somewhere between 8-20.